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Thursday, February 14, 2008

My nerves are completely shot. Fusion has this huge fashion show that we are airing on live TV - and my stomach is doing cartwheels every three seconds. I want to hurl, cry, sleep, work - I want to do it all and the only thing I seem to be able to do is worry. Worry that Fusion's show with Campbell's won't be a hit... worry I'll throw up on stage... worry that I'm pregnant... worry that it's not Zach's. My mother is right - I do need to know for sure - but part of me never wants to have to deal with the fear that it may be true. They say the show must go on... but what if I just take an extended commercial break?

Comments

[CindyK]

Kendall,

I'm so glad you finally told Erica just what is going on. and and I love how supportive she is and will continue to be. It's taken you both so long to get to this point...but Erica is someone who is in your corner and who you can trust. Taking the test makes sense...then you know exactly what you are dealing with.

[MrsK]

Kendall,

So nice to see Erica give you the love and support that you need...and the cold shoulder to Aidan.

Best part was seeing you and Zach telling each other how lucky each of you were and the "happy Valentine's" wishes. Love ya both.

[Tigereye]

Kendall,

One thing at a time. I agree with Erica. Take the test and then deal from there. But if you try to take on everything at once, it'll just overwhelm you. Then I think you need to talk to Zach, regardless of what the test says. I believe your love is strong enough to get you both through this one mistake you made.

[HalfPint]

Kendall,

Loved the Slaters getting ready as you both wished each other a happy Valentine's, the kisses and touches were very sweet and as well as you wearing your new locket.

I wish I had a mom as supportive and loving as Erica. I know it hasn't always been that way and you both have struggled so hard to build that strong relationship you have today. I'm also glad you have someone you can trust and confide in.

What's with Ryan thinking that Zach took HIS life? Ryan may be stuck in 2004, but he needs to realize that the rest of Pine Valley is in 2008...which means that HE needs to backoff. I really feel for Annie and hope Ryan doesn't disappoint Emma. Every child should grow up with parents that love them, support them, and encourage them. Spike is the only reason I give Ryan some slack, but even that is getting harder to do.

[Brainerd]

Kendall,

Listen to Erica and take the pregnancy test...you may be worrying all for nothing. It could also put your mind at ease...and is probably just nerves. Until you know for sure...try to stay as calm as possible. So glad to see Erica in your corner and have your back.

[Sharon]

Kendall, what I loved about
today was Erica Kane! She
rocked the house, not only
by being a Mama Bear for her daughter & loved the things she told you, but also for the icy cold response to Aidan! I could
feel her wrath upon his head! That made me cheer!!
And little Emma is just the big loser in Ryan's latest stupidity. But when you find out you're not preggers & I know you will, then please move on & forget about what happened & just keep on
getting freaky with Zach,
because that is what we
want to see, trust me! Never enough of those sexy,
hawt Slaters!!

[phyllisshnell]

Kendall,

Listen to your mother and your heart. All of your fears are getting the best of you, you are a confident, bright woman who can face anything. Take the test, tell Zach, listen to your mother. Only when you know, can you go on with the next phase of your life.

[Zanna]

Kendall
the fashion show will be a hit and your mother is right first find out if you are not then move on from there but we all know that if you then it will be Zach's. so take a deep breathe move on but I still think you should tell Zach because I think that is the reason you are feel sick

[kat]

Kendall, I really think you should tell Zach about what happened. This is eating you up. How can you be the loving wife and mother that you are while you are in torment like this? Zach adores you. He will understand--after he blows off a little steam. Remember, it's the secrecy that always comes back to bite your--more so than the actual incident. By the way, I don't think you are pregnant, but if you were, it would be Zach's.

[kiki]

the fashion show looks great. Good job you and the girls are doing a good thing. just one thing. DONT TAKE THAT TEST. I am scared as well. What are we going to do???