Conceiving a lie

Friday, February 15, 2008

Now Greenlee knows I think I'm pregnant! This can only get worse. She better not say anything to her new best friend Zach. If she does... I swear I'll hurt her. This is the last thing he needs to find out about - I mean odds are it's just a false alarm... which means his hopes will go soaring sky high all for nothing. And what good does that do. But if this is true... if I am... well... it'll be his child. Whether or not... he can never know what happened between me and Aidan. It's dead. It's in the past. It was out of desperation. But what if it's living inside me?

Comments

[Barb NY]

Kendall..The only way you will be able to relax and stop being so upset is by taking the pregnancy test.Chances are it will be negative and you can put this to rest. Greenlee is another story. When she knows something it's like putting an ad in the N.Y Times. So far, she has told Aidan and Zach is probably next on her list. Greenlee doesn't stop interfering in your life. She definitely isn't the friend you think she is. She hasn't changed at all. She does whatever she wants to regardless of your feelings. Watch out for her. She still wants everything you have regardless of what she tells you.

[ritarn]

Kendall,

You have to tell Zach the truth. Remember how lies have hurt both of you in the past. As I've said before, it will b difficult and painful. But, to continue to conceal this lie will be much more harmful to your marriage.

Zach loves you as much as you love him. Tell him.

[Zanna]

Kendall
That is why you have to tell Zach the truth about that night before it come out by someone else. I know Zach will be hurt and mad at you but you need to tell him.

[Tigereye]

Kendall,

The first thing you need to do is just take the test. And no, you can't trust Greenlee. You Can't trust that one with anything. So it's best if you take the test and deal from there. And if she does blab to anyone, do you promise to hurt her? Because she so deserves it for so many reasons!

[Annie]

Kendall, I don't think you are pregnant. I think it is just your nerves. You have been under constant stress for months and your body is just fighting back. You're right not to get Zach's hopes up. You know he wants more children, so I think it's better even in a year or two, to wait to tell him until you are sure yourself. So, take the test already and get it over with. All this stress is bad for you.
And in the future don't tell Greenlee anything, you know she never could keep her big mouth shut unless it was to her advantage. She can't seem to grasp the concept that some things are none of her business. Things like your private life!

[cassie fearing]

hi kendall i just bought ur book yesturday and im already half way through it...i luv it...i cant wait to get the fragrance to go with it...i think you should talk to Krystal and ask her after what happened to her and jenny with adam because she went through the same situation...your biggest fan..cassie

[Jules]

Wow, Kendall, you seem to have as much respect for the Zach/Greenlee friendship as I do! That's good to see. It's also nice to see that your disdain for Aidan is showing more and more. Since your marriage to Zach is the most important thing in your life, I'm glad to see that you're focused on what you have to lose, especially as more and more third and fourth parties loom nearby as potential threats to your and Zach's happiness.

Having said all that, I wish Zach would find out about the ugliness from December 19 so that you wouldn't have to be so stressed out and so secretive, and he wouldn't look foolish when he's near Aidan. You and Zach definitely deserve better than this.

[riverdale]

Kendall,

You are in panic mode. You need to tell Zach the truth you will not be able to live with yourself until you do. He will forgive you

[Becky, Brandon, MS]

If the test in negative, bury it....if not, then you have no choice but to tell Zach. To do anything else would weave a web so convoluted that when the truth comes out, you truly WILL lose him...and possibly a whole lot more.

[April]

Kendall,
You need to tell Zach because all this worrying is making you sick then once you tell him the sickness will go away. yes I know that Zach will be mad and hurt but you need to tell him before someone else do.

[MissUnderstood]

Kendall,

Gotta agree with Erica...taking the test will tell you what you're dealing with or better yet reassure you that there is no baby on board. And Greenlee and Ryan need to mind their own business.

Loved seeing Josh and how he went out of his way to support you at the fashion show...and you looked as gorgeous as ever. I have to agree Zach looked HAWT.

[Zen Fan]

Kendall, I don't think you're pregnant, and for all our sakes I hope and pray I'm right, but you need to take the test to be sure, and to put your mind at ease! You also need to come clean with Zach, and tell him what happened between you and Aiden, because the guilt is eating you up! Tell Zach, and ask for his forgiveness! He will be angry, and very hurt, but knowing Zach, and the man that he is, he will forgive you! It may take some time, but the love that you two have for one another will get you through this, just be honest Kendall, and tell Zach what happened.

[Deb]

Oh, please Greenlee doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut. She just is not best friend material at all.

Honey, you are making yourself ill holding all this guilt and pain inside. Please tell him. It may take a little time, but Zach loves you so much and will forgive you.

[Rachel]

Kendall,
You must tell the truth because in the end the truth will come out. Who cares if Greenlee hasn't been the best friend to you. You need to be the bigger person and tell her. If you care about your friendship with Greenlee and most importantly your marriage with Zach, step up and tell the truth!!!