Avoiding the unavoidable
Friday, February 8, 2008
So instead of talking about that certain secret that seems to pop up every other second in my life - I mean what are the odds that Aidan is on the same flight AND the seat next to me? Can't a girl catch a break? Nevermind. Obviously the cosmos' answer is "no." So... in an effort to not think about that or the fact that I don't feel well at all or the fact that the plane has yet to take off... I'd rather talk about you. It's Friday. It's February. So what does everyone have planned this weekend? Anything fun? I know it's winter - but who says it needs to be warm to party. Right?
Kendall..You really don't think that the rest of us lead as eventful lives as you do. Luckily for us nothing that we do could compete with all this angst in Pine Valley. Your guilt over what happened with Aidan is making you distort what actually happened. Tell Zach & tell him exactly what happened and why it happened before he finds out from someone who wants to hurt the two of you. Your grief was overwhelming and that plus Aidan's pushing you made you do something that was completely OUT OF CHARACTER. Zach loves you and you and he can work this out and get past it. You have forgiven him for some really awful things that he has done and he who loves you more than anything can forgive you. Just be honest,
Posted by: Barb NY | February 11, 2008 at 07:02 AM
Kendall,
The ONLY person who should be sitting next to you on that flight is Zach. He's also the one you should talk to about what's bothering you. Your marriage and family are your priority, not other people's agendas. You know talking to Zach makes you feel better. It will be painful. But, he loves you. You need to tell him how his disappearanc and absence affected you. Then move on to lving your life with Zach, Ian and Spike.
Always only TEAM SLATER!
Posted by: ritarn | February 11, 2008 at 07:28 AM
Kendall
I think you and Zach should go off just the 2 of you together for so alone time and enjoy each other company have some fun and so loving.
Posted by: Zanna | February 11, 2008 at 07:46 AM
Kendall,
Considering this is Pine Valley I'd say the odds of Aidan on the same plane are pretty high.
Aidan has already decided to keep quiet because that is what is right for HIM and his relationship with Greenlee. Only YOU can do what's right for you and Zach. Please don't let him or any one else bully you or change your mind because you are right, secrets always come out.
Because you asked, this past weekend I was out in minus 35 degree windchill looking for a new DVD recorder...there is no way I would miss watching my favorite couple. Team Slater rocks!
Posted by: CindyK | February 11, 2008 at 07:48 AM
Kendall,
Don't let Aidan or any one else stress you out. Listen to your heart and do what is best for you AND Zach. Secrets never stay secret in Pine Valley...so please keep that in mind.
This coming weekend both of my daughters are going to a dance at their high school...so I'm sure it'll be a mad house trying to get everyone "together" and on time. And of course we'll have to take pictures.
Posted by: MrsK | February 11, 2008 at 07:55 AM
Kendall,
We have a lot of church stuff coming up, plus I live in the upper midwest which means...girls hockey tournament time!
I don't want to hear you apologize to Aidan again for your feelings. You have a right to feel the way you do...just as he does. That doesn't make you wrong...you just disagree. You can only base your decision on what's right for you and Zach and no one else.
P.S. Angie and Jesse just keep breaking my heart.
Posted by: HalfPint | February 11, 2008 at 08:03 AM
I will be waiting with baited breath for the next Zach and Kendall hottt sex scene to come across my screen & that will be my Valentine's Day gift! That is all I need. The last 3 Zach & Kendall sexy scenes were the ultimate & I want MORE!
Posted by: Sharon | February 11, 2008 at 08:15 AM
Kendall,
Your guilt is eating away at you, and because this is Pine Valley, I agree secrets have a way of coming out. Zach is going to be devastated no matter what, but it may soften the blow to hear it from you first. What happened with Aidan is not unforgivable. You were in an incredible amount of pain and not thinking clearly. In the end, Zach will come to understand that and the two of you will come out of this stronger...Greenlee and Aidan I not so sure about.
Posted by: Brainerd | February 11, 2008 at 08:16 AM
Kendall, thanks for asking about my week-end. I spend part of it making a Valentine video of love scenes of you and Zach. The two of you are amazing together.
I know you don’t want to talk about your secret, but you should deal with the continuous guilt over what happened with Aidan. You were right when you said that you needed to tell Zach. You know him and how he hates secrets. Just because you tell Zach does not mean that Greenlee has to know. You are risking your relationship more each day by not telling him. Let Aidan deal with his guilt in his own way. Besides he is not the most informed person about relationships. Unlike what Aidan tells you about you trying to relieve your own guilt; you are trying to do the right thing. Don’t let him stop you. If you explain to Zach how lost you were and that you did not want to give up hope, Zach will understand. In your desperation Aidan took advantage of the situation and convinced you that Zach was gone. Please tell Zach before any more time goes by. Zendall is the most unique couple in daytime and I am so afraid that we will lose seeing the two of you together if you don’t tell him soon. To lose being able to see you together would be devastating for all of us.
By the way, where are Spike and Ian? I miss them.
Posted by: tkpoetry | February 11, 2008 at 08:25 AM
Kendall, you're right to want to talk about other things. You know the best kind of party? You in your beautiful home, in front of that gorgeous fireplace all snuggled up in your gorgeous husbands arms. That is just what you need. Forget the booksigning, get off that plane and go home.
Better yet, get off that plane, call Zach and you and him fly to a tropical paradise for your long overdue honeymoon.
Posted by: Annie | February 11, 2008 at 09:13 AM
Well, I went shopping this weekend and I went and bought your book I started reading it and it is really good. Kendall you really done it now.
Posted by: Montia | February 11, 2008 at 10:45 AM
Kendall... The reason you don't feel well is because you are PREGNANT!! And my guess is, it's Aidan's!!!
Posted by: KML | February 11, 2008 at 01:44 PM
Kendall: Aidan showing up was a coincidence. You need to get over worrying about the ONS before you make yourself sick. Some things are left behind the woodwork.
You have a wonderful husband and family who loves you. Move on and enjoy the success you're having with Charm!
Posted by: Sandy | February 11, 2008 at 01:56 PM
Kendall, I had family in this weekend - so I had fun. I hope you get home to Zach and the boys soon. Hopefully you and Zach will do something fun for Valentine's Day - just like you did last year. I hope you feel better soon -and that you are not pregnant!
Posted by: Lara | February 11, 2008 at 07:09 PM
I know! What are the odds. What can you do... This weekend is my engagement party!!! I'm so excited I can't see straight! My fiance and I have been together going on six years! It couldn't come at a better time! 2008 sure has started off right.
Posted by: Tammy | February 12, 2008 at 12:29 PM