Hear me out
Thursday, November 15, 2007
God, I miss Zach so much - I just want him to come back here to the hospital and hear me out. I want to tell him I'm so sorry - please don't be angry - I didn't mean the nasty things I said. What does all of that junk matter anyway? It doesn't. Not when we have each other, our children - when we have so much love. I can't help it. I have this awful feeling that something bad is going to happen unless I tell him how much he means to me. Is that weird?
Oh Kendall. Zach understands why you went off on him. It wasn't right, but the wonderful thing about Zach is that he truly loves you so he can understand your need to explode, given the amount of pressure, courtesy of that little piece of trash Greenlee, you've been under. That love you and Zach share is very rare and it will see you both through the darkest of times, just like it has in the past. Hang onto that love and knowledge, Kendall.
Posted by: Tigereye | November 19, 2007 at 12:07 PM
Kendall, that's why you should never leave mad! It
usually comes back around to bite you. I know that
somewhere there's a silver
lining to all this & Team
Slater will be together again. That's what I'm waiting & hoping for.
Posted by: Sharon | November 19, 2007 at 12:57 PM
Kendall,
Aww...loved the Zendall montage...so many beautiful memories. Don't worry...there will be many more to come.
Zach knows just how much you love him because you've shown him, but he also tries not to live by regret. The best thing to do is to realize you made a mistake and try to do better.
Looking forward to you finding Zach and may be some hawt Zex!
Posted by: CindyK | November 19, 2007 at 01:09 PM
Kendall,
Thank you for the wonderful Zendall highlights. What a treat to take a walk down memory lane...one of my favorite Zendall moments is New Years Eve when you finally were able to tell Zach how much you cared and loved him. He knows that despite that silly argument your feelings for him have not changed and neither have his.
Posted by: MrsK | November 19, 2007 at 01:14 PM
Kendall,
We may not be able to live in the past but reminiscing about so many wonderful Zendal memories brings me back to why I love you both so much.
It also brought home just how connected you and Zach are...and just how well you know and love each other. I'm afraid, however, your premonition of something wrong is about to come true. If it's any consolation, Zach knows knows you didn't mean the things you said.
Posted by: HalfPint | November 19, 2007 at 01:26 PM
Kendall: You do need to tell Zach how much he means to you. He's the love of your life and soulmate.
Married couples fight and get over it. Zach will understand as he loves you in the same way. Try to locate him quickly and reinforce your love for him.
Posted by: SandyR | November 19, 2007 at 01:46 PM
It's not weird at all that two people who have been through so much as you and Zach have would have a connection that can't be explained. Unfortunately, your instincts are right on target. Seeing you have a sense that Zach was in trouble, and also seeing Zach hear you when he was miles from you, solidified your status as a supercouple. For what it's worth, I miss Zach, too. It's going to be hell not seeing you and Zach interact, but I'm hoping that your reunion will be amazing, romantic and very, very passionate. Promise me?
Posted by: Jules | November 19, 2007 at 02:16 PM
No, it's not weird. The connection you and Zach have is beautiful to see. Even if you can't see him, you feel his love, and know that he is with you, no matter what either of you is going through. In the end, Team Slater will be together!
Posted by: Zenfan | November 19, 2007 at 02:53 PM
Please tell the truth about the whole thing. Be the better person for once adn think of others instead of just yourself.
You're a good person, PROVE IT!!
Posted by: Debbie | November 19, 2007 at 04:32 PM
You and Zach have so much love between you....I don't believe one nasty argument would ever change that. In the days ahead, please just ignore all the hypocritical jerks and focus on finding your husband. He needs you.
Posted by: ranger1 | November 19, 2007 at 04:33 PM
Kendall...
No, it is not weird. You and Zach share a very deep connection to each other. You and Zach have something that most people only dream of - and sometimes, when you are under a great deal of stress and pressure, you forget just how good you have it.
When you see Zach, you tell him Kendall - tell him how much you love him, need him and missed him.
Show him what he means to you and to your family. He knows it, but sometimes, he needs to hear it too.
Hang in there,
Kristen
Posted by: Kristen | November 19, 2007 at 04:45 PM
Kendall..I'm sure Zach knows how much you love him. Once he cools off, he'll realize that you were angry and you lashed out at him unjustly. He loves you so much that he can't stay mad at you.
Posted by: Barb NY | November 19, 2007 at 05:09 PM