Going to that scary place

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

It creeps up on you, then bashes you straight in the face... the dark, cold , scary place your mind goes to. I have to not go there. I can't go there. I'm not strong enough.. And there's not even a reason to think... I know Zach's been missing for a while, and sure - they found some of his blood - he was in a car accident! That sopping mess of booze JR must have hit my husband and drove away. Totally sounds like JR- running away from responsibility. So that means Zach went to go get help... He's just having a hard time getting home. That's all. Ryan's right. Zach will come  back to me and our children - Zach will come home soon.

Comments

[CindyK]

Kendall,

I may not always agree with Ryan but today he was spot on. Zach will be coming home...you both will be raising your boys as they grow up in your home, and Zach will be there when Spike hears his first sound.

As for Jack and Erica...I'm so not liking this Jack and hope Erica finds someone who will love her completely and not selectively. Calling Erica selfish and self-centered isn't going to help Greenlee who is no victim and certainly no innocent.

[MrsK]

Kendall,

Can't believe I'm going to say this but...Ryan really was a good and supportive friend today. Go with your instincts because you know that Zach is still out there trying to make his way back home to you and your boys. I do have to take exception with Colby...baby Jenny may be cute, but the sweetest babies in the world have got to be your boys. I have not doubt that Team Slater will be together soon.

[Tigereye]

Kendall,

Have you known any man who was stronger than Zach? No. Have you known any love that was stronger than what you two share? No. Have you known any father who loves his children more? No. Of course Zach will come back to you and the kids. There will be some dark times and my heart aches to see you both in pain, but you will get through it. Remember how powerful your bond and your love truly are.

[HalfPint]

Kendall,

Go with you gut...you know Zach is still out there and will make his way back to you and Ian and Spike...but I wouldn't be so quick to jump to conclusions about JR. The police may have the right car, but that doesn't prove that JR was the driver. For once in his sorry life, JR is telling the truth.

[Brainerd]

Kendall,

You need to continue to be strong for your boys and for Zach's homecoming. Zach will not be away from you a moment longer than he has to be...because he loves you completely...unlike Jackson with Erica.

Jackson proclaiming Greenlee innocent doesn't make it so. There was a time not so long ago Jack was all about doing the right thing...think of Sean and his legal troubles with Colby. Jack made sure that Sean took responsibility...where is Greenlee's accountability? He has no moral high ground here, and I want to see Erica find someone who REALLY loves her.

[Onamia]

Kendall,

No matter what happens...Zach has always had you and the boys first and foremost on his mind. Always. Only you. Stay strong.

[April]

Kendall

hang in there Kendall, yes Zach is having a hard time getting back to you and the boys but he is trying really hard to get back to his family.

love

April

[Barb NY]

Kendall..You must stay strong for you and your sons. Zach needs you now more than ever to be strong. Don't lose your faith in him. He will come back to you. You have to believe this. You have a very strong connection to him. Maybe if you go to the search area and look for him, you will find something that everyone else has missed. Try your best but whatever happens don't give up. Zach will be found.

[Jules]

Zach will come back to you and the boys, but not soon enough for my taste. I hate how you are going through such torment, not knowing what happened to him or where he is. I never doubted your love for Zach, but you are so tortured over his absence, and yet so certain that he'll return to you, that I really believe your love story with Zach is beyond amazing. I wish you knew how much he needs you right now and is using his love for you and the boys to get through the fight of his life. You two are perfectly in synch. I can't wait till you're reunited with each other.

[SandyR]

I know it's tough right now, but you are right, Zach will come home to you. You and Zach have a connection and you know he's still out there. Just don't give up hope.

Keep Spike and Ian close. You know Zach wants to be with all of you and will fight to get home.

[cmn]

You are absolutely, positively right Kendall. Zach will be coming home to you and the boys soon. I know you are scared. Who wouldn't be? But stay strong and positive and don't go to that dark place. Don't ever forget how completely Zach loves you. I know you love him just as much and that you will do everything in your power to find Zach and that you will be back together very soon!

[Kristen]

Kendall...

I can only imagine how terrified you are right now about Zach and where he is. You are strong Kendall, stronger than you give yourself credit for.

You will make it through this time because of that strength and because of the strength of Zach's love. Whenever you doubt that, look at the miracle you created together - Ian - he is your hope.

You hold on Kendall and hold on tight. Pick yourself up and go look for your husband. He needs you to look for him, to be strong for your family and to help him find his way home.

Team Slater is strong and is made of the stuff most people only dream of.

Kristen

[Anne]

Kendall, please you have to be strong for Zach and your children. You can't lose the faith. Zach is injured but he's not dead and will not give up until he's back home with you and the boys.

I'm praying Zach will home with you before Christmas, he just has to be!!!!!!!!