Through gritted teeth

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I know that I'm the one typing these journal entries - but I also know what Greenlee would type if she were writing them. It's painful. Hearing her - in my mind - say these things I know she thinks. Hearing her believe she's Spike's mom, believe she will one day have her "son" back. The more I type, the more I hurt - the more rage I feel - but I have to continue my plan. No matter how much I hurt - it doesn't compare to the hurt she inflicted on my babies - and I will make sure my sons have justice.

Comments

[tima]

kendall i think that ur mom is right and you need to stop with this plan. today you sort of lost it. ur emotions are getting the best of you and that happens to not be good for revenge.

[Barb NY]

Kendall..I know you are right by seeking justice for your sons. Greenlee acts as though since she said she's sorry, everything is fine. The only thing is that everything isn't fine. Spike is still deaf and Ian is still struggling. Somewhere along the way she and Annie have become best friends and Ryan seems to have forgotten what she did to HISSON. Greenlee has just gotten away with what she did. She deserves whatever you do. She never really admitted that she took Spike and she should be punished for that. You get her, Kendall.

[CindyK]

Kendall,

While I do agree with Annie that Greenlee has a conscience, she STILL took Spike despite knowing exactly what she was doing and that it was wrong. She took advantage of the "friendship" the two of you had and Spike was injured for life in the process. Her actions also contributed to Ian coming close to dieing several times. Greenlee can never "make it right".

Other than Aidan she has yet to even admit she was wrong or take responsibility. Whatever it takes to make her pay...you go for it!

[MrsK]

Kendall,

I know how difficult this is for you...I saw you struggling today as you imagined Greenlee. I also understand why you are doing this...to keep your family safe from someone who has already hurt you and them terribly. I hope you pull this off...perhaps now would be a good time to compare notes with Zach. Zach is the one person who would also understand.

[HalfPint]

Kendall,

Listening to you today you definitely have a handle on Greenlee because those were almost the exact words she used to justify taking Spike. The same child that a year earlier wasn't good enough for her so she bailed. Greenlee wants what she wants when she wants it. She has no regard for other people's feelings. She took advantage of your preterm labor and friendship. Your children's lives were forever changed because of her selfishness...so I am behind you 100 percent.

[Brainerd]

Kendall,

Greenlee knew exactly what she was doing by taking Spike and had no regard for his well being or what it might do to you. For that she needs to pay...because I still don't think she understands what damage she has done.

[Tigereye]

Kendall,

If anyone deserves justice, it's your babies. They are truly two innocent lives and aside from Zach, everyone seems to forget the horror and pain Greenlee inflicted upon them. Ryan's all fine with Greenlee having kidnapped, maimed and terrorize Spike. Jack forgave Greenlee in a heartbeat, yet didn't apologize for his behavior towards you at the Thanksgivign Dinner in 2005 until just a few months ago. I guess Jackson thinks maiming a baby is a much more minor thing than offering to give up your child to your friend. Aidan simply disgusts me now. He KNOWS Greenlee kidnapped Spike, but he thinks she's paid enough by just confessing to him. No Kendall, your babies deserve justice and since no one in Pine Valley, except Zach, is concerned with seeing it be done for your children and making sure Greenlee never hurts them again, because really, she's stalked you and those babies. She sounds like an obsessed woman, it's up to you to do something. Condoning Greenlee's actions like Jack, Aidan and Ryan have, well, it's just saying "IT'S OKAY TO MAIM BABIES!" You go get your justice, Kendall! You be a mom! Because mothers protect their children!

[Becky, Brandon, MS]

Kendall,
I know you're angry but you're becoming obsessed with this vengence thing. You need some serious drugs before you REALLY dig a hole for yourself and fall in. I'm worried about you, hon. Get some help.

[Anne]

Kendall, Greenlee deserves everything she gets and more. Do not back down!! She's never admitted what she did and until she does she deserves this.

I only wish that you and Zach would fill each other in on your plans. You work better together than apart and usually accomplish your goals together.

"Always only the Slaters"

[bblake]

All your fans, Kendall, are behind you 100%. Just be careful that you don't get caught because Greenlee deserves it. When your plan is carried out, no one should be made to feel sorry for her. I certainly won't.

I'm perturbed that the attempt at redeeming Greenlee has begun (and being done so soon). It was quite obvious on Thursday that is what is playing out and it is not fair. What has she done to try to make amends? I don't know why Aiden even thinks that -- I use to like him, but not so much anymore.

To Team Slater! I only watch the show for you.

[tina]

I know what you mean about that. It is the only way that I can think that you will be able to get any peace with what is happening. It will also give you sons and your family some justice.

[ranger1]

Your sons deserve justice and so do you and Zach. We hate her. There is no redemption. No turning back. We are with you,Kendall. No matter how Pine Valley tries to twist it.

[lovemylhasa]

Hi Kendall:

I don't care how you are setting her up, just don't get caught! It is time for Greenlee to pay for all her misdeeds. She can't be redeemed at the expense of you and Zach -- your fans will never accept it.

Aiden needs to find someone else. Don't you know any nice women for him and Josh?

Always only Team Slater!

[Annie]

Grow up, Kendall. She's moved on, and so should you. You have two kids who need you, and all you can think of is plotting some hare-brained revenge against Greenlee. Ever read the novel Wuthering Heights? The main character, Heathcliff, becomes so obsessed with seeking revenge that he turns into a piece of sub-humanity that is so twisted with hate and "what might have been" that he destroys himself more than he does anyone else.