Tuesday
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
I usually hate Tuesdays. I don't know why. Maybe because it's kind of a nothing day. But today... was a great day. I love Zach. I never thought I could feel the way he makes me feel. And the way he loves me... it's perfect. Nothing is ever perfect - but his love is the exception. He feeds me hope just by being around and looking at me the way he does. I am hopeful that Spike will be cured, and I am hopeful that Ian will grow and grow and grow until he is safe at home with us... and I am hopeful that our family is going to be the happiest place on earth very soon. Maybe it was the long weekend. Maybe it's the end of summer... could be a whole lot of reasons the sky seems bluer and life seems brighter... but for me, I'm pretty sure Zach's the one and only reason things are looking up for us.






Oh, I agree with you, Kendall. Zach is the one and only reason things are looking up for you and Team Slater. He listens to you and respects you. He knows when you need him most. I'm so glad you realize that it was Zach who got you out of your fog when you were talking to the new mother in the hospital, wanting to hold her baby. He can get through to you when no one else can. I also think that there's something magical about the way he looks at you, as if you're the only person on this planet, and you've got his undivided attention. You're a very lucky woman, and I know that there will be good times and lots of reasons to be optimistic for your future as long as you two have each other.
Posted by: Jules | September 04, 2007 at 04:54 PM
Zach is the best...well...
second best...my husband holding the world title for "#1 Husband in the World". He's a good man.
Trust him...more.
Posted by: Becky, Brandon, MS | September 04, 2007 at 05:00 PM
Zach is a really good catch, Kendall. You need to hold on to that man of yours and never let him go. I am happy to see that the two of you were able to spend some alone time together. Hopefully you two will get a chance to do "the thing" sometime soon!
Posted by: Cathy | September 04, 2007 at 05:06 PM
Kendall,
That was an incredibly sweet blog entry. Yes, Zach is wonderful and given your history, I understand how you can ask the questions you asked today because you've never had this unconditional love from anyone, not until Zach. And you'll have that same love from your children. Things are getting better Kendall, just hold onto your family and love them.
Posted by: Tigereye | September 04, 2007 at 05:16 PM
There is no other couple like you and Zach in all of the Soaps. Zendall is the best -- you are hot, sexy, flawed, romantic and loving, supportive and hot (I just have to mention hot again). Every time you are on, the screen just lights up. Can't ask for more than that from a super couple!
Zendall forever and Go Team Slater Go!
Posted by: lovemylhasa | September 04, 2007 at 05:51 PM
Kendall..I loved seeing you and Zach relaxed and happy today. It's about time that things start to improve for the two of you. You and Zach are great together and the love you have for each other is beautiful to see. He respects you and loves you for who you are, something that no one else in Pine Valley seems to be capable of. Before you know it both your boys will be well and home with you and life will be wonderful for Team Slater.
Posted by: Barb NY | September 04, 2007 at 06:05 PM
Kendall,
Such beautiful moments today as the two of you finally had a moment to catch your breath and talk. I am s glad you are holding onto hope...but you need to start being totally honest with Zach...starting with the vitamins from Hilliard.
As you said, there is no one that understands or loves you like Zach...telling him sooner rather than later would be a plus.
Posted by: CindyK | September 04, 2007 at 06:05 PM
Kendall,
I too am holding on to hope for you and Zach along with your boys. Keep holding on to that because there is no one that loves like Zach Slater except for yourself.
Loved you talkng about hope and all the kisses and hugs that went with it...too bad we didn't get to see you two do a little "something" or the "thing" before Spike woke up. I'll settle for you doing the "kangaroo thing" with Ian.
Posted by: HalfPint | September 04, 2007 at 06:29 PM
Kendall,
Even in the midst of all the uncertainties with Ian's premature birth, Spike's accident, and your health as well...Zach has remained steadfast and true. And as you said, even at his angriest he did it without raising his voice.
Telling Zach how sorry you are for taking off with Spike and not telling anyone is a good start. You also need to show him by being upfront about Spike's the vitamins from Hilliard. Zach will understandably be hurt you didn't come to him or trust him...but he's not the one I'm worried about...it's Ryan. Ryan tends to go over the top on a good day...IJS.
Posted by: MrsK | September 04, 2007 at 06:40 PM
Kendall: What you and Zach have should be bottled and sold. You both have such great chemistry together and it shows on the screen. A day without Zendall on the show is a day without sunshine.
What would make it even better is when you finally get to hold Ian and Zach is there with you.
Thanks for making my day by gracing the TV screen. (I think both of you would be great in a romantic comedy show.)
I hope Zendall is forever.
Posted by: bblake | September 04, 2007 at 06:41 PM
Kendall, I have to agree with you. Zach is wonderful. He loves you and the boys so much. I hope you listen to him and believe in him and your love. Together you can get through anything!
Posted by: Anne | September 04, 2007 at 06:47 PM
Kendall,
There is no love like yours and Zach's anywhere else in daytime...which is why you need to be completely honest about Spike's treatment with Hilliard. Zach deserves that much...but don't give up. You can still face the reality of Spike's condition without the quick fix Hilliard and his vitamins offers and still hold on to hope.
Just remember what Josh said about family sometimes being the strongest drug there is.
Posted by: Brainerd | September 04, 2007 at 06:47 PM
Kendall,
You definitely have one of the sexiest, thoughtful, loving husbands ever. Hold on to him tight, and never forget how you are feeling right now. With Zach at your side, you and your sons will have a great life. Go Team Slater!
Posted by: ZF58 | September 04, 2007 at 07:25 PM
Kendall, today was a wonderful day, the kind of day you and Zach so deserve. It's a shame Spike couldn't have slept a little longer. (sigh) I can't wait until Ian is big and strong enough to come home with his mommy and daddy. You and Zach have the perfect family, you really do have. I know everything will work out for the best with Spike and Ian. Just don't ever stop listening to Zach, because you know he is right . Zach will know what is best for you, Ian and Spike. Just hold onto that wonderful love you and Zach have for each other and your babies.
Posted by: Annie | September 04, 2007 at 08:31 PM
Kendall, Zach is the best thing that has happened to you besides your two boys, and you and the boys are the best thing that's happened to him. You guys are so lucky to have found each other. You saved each other.
So Kendall that is why you need to be honest with him about Dr Hilliard. He's not going to be too happy but you can talk it out calmly and reasonably. You are a team and you need to be together on Spike's treatment. He loves that little boy so much.
I love seeing your quiet time together. I hope we get more days like yesterday.
I hope we get to see you hold Ian soon!!!!!
Soon you will have both boys home and you will get that happiest place on earth I just know it.
Posted by: Anne | September 05, 2007 at 04:24 AM