I won't let go

Friday, June 8, 2007

Last night scared me. I don’t think I’ve ever been that terrified. If I lost our… I didn’t. Thank God. Packing, venting… it all didn’t matter once I felt the pain. I really thought all the hope and love and sweetness Zach and I want for our baby was slipping away from us. I’ll do whatever the doctor tells me. I cannot lose our child – I cannot lose my family’s future – the happy one we’re all so excited about.

I’ve never miscarried – I don’t even pretend to know what that’s like. I know people who have and… Spike just means everything to me and so does baby x. It’s all going to be fine. Just take it easy and keep on loving my children. Just keep being a mom.

Comments

[MrsK]

Kendall,

It's understandable that you would be worried especially after the scare during your first pregnancy with Spike. Glad everything is fine and that Zach was there to reassure you.

I love the idea of you and Zach having Zaby together. Zach may not of had the chance to bond with Ethan...but you weren't able to with Spike either...so this is new territory for the both of you...and I don't want to miss a thing. Can't wait to see the Slaters in their new home!

[HalfPint]

Kendall,

I can't imagine losing a child through miscarriage or otherwise. Thankfully Zach was there to check with the doctor.

There is nothing I would like more than to see you deliver a healthy Zaby with Zach by your side instructing you on how to breath. As long as the two of you have each other...you'll deal with whatever is ahead and that includes whatever Meanlee has in store.

Can't wait to see your new home!

[Kelli]

Kendall, you and Zach both deserve this child and you are right a lot of people are excited about it. This baby is already loved by so many people. Team Slater will prevail and the little goalie will be fine come November.

[Zanna]

Kendall
You need to stay calm and relax, the little goalie is trying to tell you to take it easy. it you do this the baby is going to be fine I know that Greenlee is ready pushing and causing all this stress. but you have to just worried about you, baby x, spike and Zach no one else.
take care love

Zanna

[Aspen]

Sounds fantastic, Kendall, and very cute pictures of the Spikeman and Zach the other day!! Keep on keep'n on and best of everyth'n to you and that bundle of joy your carrying.:)

[Team Slater]

Dear Kendall,

I am definitely pulling for Zbaby to live. I want to see Zach raise his child since he never got a chance to know Ethan.

I really wish you would put your Greenlee problems on the back burner and focus on your wonderful family, which took you so long to have with Zach, Spike and soon to be Zbaby.

Please Kendall, do everything you can to make sure Zbaby is born healthy, safe and loved.

[Tigereye]

Kendall,

Please take care of yourself and the Slater baby. Remember, your family and your own health are your number one priority. As for Greenlee, the Toxic Waste, think about this. If Greenlee was such a great friend, would she be putting you through all this? Threatening to take your son, causing you so much stress during your pregnancy? How man times has Zach asked her to lay off because of the baby? How many times has she agreed? Toxic Greenlee is NOT your friend. Even if she was in the past, and I don't think she ever was, she's not anymore. A true friend would not do this. Kick Greenlee to the curb. You deserve a much better friend.

[rmk]

Kendall, please take care of yourself, Spike and the baby. Let Zach worry about the move. You relax and try not to let Greenlee upset you too much. Spike is not hers and everything will be okay for TEAM SLATER. I know you are a strong, independent woman, but sometimes you have to let go and just let Zach take over for a little bit until you are less stressed....It's hard to put the past friendship of you and Greenlee behind you, but for your sake and that of your baby, Spike, and Zach, you are going to have to let go. Hold Spike and Zach very close and you will be fine.

[Judi]

Kendall,

Greenlee is NOT worth one single tear, not one thought and definitely not worth stressing over and possibly losing Baby X !! You need to forget about Greenlee and concentrate on staying healthy and taking care of Baby X, Spike and Zach !!

[cmn]

Kendall,

I know how much you and Zach love the sweet little baby you are carrying and no two people deserve happiness more than you do. Everyone is anxiously awaiting the arrival of "the little waffle tosser". Please try not to worry and be happy that you have a loving and supportive husband to help you through this pregnancy.

Don't let Greenlee stress you out and don't waste any energy feeling sorry for her. She's a big girl and it is high time she grows up and learns how to deal with problems in a adult manner. Someone as immature and self-absorbed as Greenlee has no business being anywhere near a child.

[Laura]

Kendall,

You need to listen to Zach and forget Greenlee and this mess. I hope you realize that "friendship" was one sided - you gave and gave and Greenlee took and took. That is not true frienship. You need to concentrate on the babe, Spike, Zach and the new house. I can't wait for the little goalie to be born. Take it easy and rest and try not to worry. Let Zach take care of Greenlee.

[Parker]

To Kendall

Don't worry too much. It's not good for the baby and for you. You won't lose the baby. You'll be fine and you'll be a mom again. Spike, Zach, and the baby are your life. That's the one thing you can't throw away. They are your tresures that can't be replace. Just take things slow and be happy.

[Zen Fan]

We Zen fans are thrilled too, that you and the baby are fine! Please Kendall, take it easy, and do not stress yourself, especially not over "Mean-flea"(Greenlee)! I hate that she is causing you and Zach so much trouble, and like many, I wish that she would just go back to where she came from! Take care of yourself Kendall, and the rest of your beautiful family! We all want to see you bring that beautiful little addition to the Slater family into this world!

[Kristen]

Kendall

Just breathe.....you and the little "goalie" are just fine. Listen to your husband and take it easy.

You are an excellent mom and Spike and the little one on the way are very lucky to have you in their corner.

And whenever you doubt that, just look in Spike's eyes or the rings Zach gave you and you'll see just how much you are loved and adored.

You're starting a new phase of your life in a new home. Your family is growing.

Kendall you deserve every minute of it.

Just remember to breathe, listen and lean on your husband and know you'll all make it through.

Kristen